Primal Cravings: An Erotic BDSM Romance 8 comments

© Jolynn Raymond 2015

My work is not to be copied, or republished in any form or format.

Primal Cravings: An Erotic BDSM Romance

Author’s note:

While I have had the pleasure of attending Kinky Kollege in Chicago a few times, I have never been in the intimate room, and I have never attended a class on anal play. While I know of a class on enhancing enema play, I cannot say for certain that there has ever been a class focused on all things anal presented there.  It is my prerogative to take a few creative licenses in order to enhance my tale.

My anal sex tutorial is included at the end of this book. I base on my personal experience as both a receiver and the giver of anal sex and anal play. Knowledge is the key to ensure a safe and pleasurable experience for both parties during anal play. If you have never tried anal sex, please familiarize yourself with the tutorial contained in this book.

{If you can’t wait to read the Anal Sex Tutorial, you can right now.}

One

Olivia stood just inside the curtain of the intimate room. She had been to kink events before, and was, in fact, quite experienced when it came to BDSM, but after a split with her dominant of four years, she had pulled back from the kink community. After much persistence by her friend Rachel, Olivia had agreed to go to Kinky Kollege in Chicago, to reconnect with old friends and dip her toes in the kink scene again.

They had raced through the hectic day, rushing from one class to the next. Olivia was a bondage girl, loving all things rope mixed with a bit of impact play, and Rachel loved edge play so they had agreed on a schedule that would fit them both. The day was a whirlwind of great classes and presenters until Rachel sprang one last course on her at the last minute.

Rachel told her she wanted to go to the class on anal play, five minutes before the round of classes was to begin. Olivia, who had always considered anal sex a hard limit resisted. Her mother had firmly believed in enemas when she was a kid, and, as a result, Olivia had no desire to have anything inserted in her ass, but Rachel had always been persuasive and this time was no different, and so they had gone to All Things Anal, Olivia certain she would be quite uncomfortable the entire hour.

As it turned out, Olivia had been wrong. The only seats left had been in the first row when they had slipped in, and so she soon found herself face to face with Gideon, a dominant man who was the epitome of tall, dark, and handsome. He was someone she considered a friend. They had often attended the same munches and events, chatting casually about this and that. He had the most incredible blue eyes that always made her tingle, but there had never been any sparks or sexual nuances. Olivia was collared to someone else the entire time she had known Gideon. Even so, she admired him. He had a commanding presence was perfection from head to toe.

When she and Rachel had sat down, her eyes met with Gideon’s, and he smiled at her with one that said he was glad to see her back out in the kink community, but nothing more. Still, those eyes of his and the fact that he was shirtless made tingles that had been missing for so long race from her pussy to every nerve in her body.

The class had turned out to be incredibly erotic despite her past hard limit against anal sex. Gideon and his demo girl had gone through the paces from butt plugs to the proper way to prep someone for anal sex, and then of course to the act itself. His partner cried out when he first pushed into her despite the prep, and it had made Olivia flush with heat. When Gideon gathered her hair in his fist and started pumping into her ass hard and heavy, Olivia got so wet her panties were soaked and she was worried about having a wet spot in the crotch of her jeans. Suddenly what had always been an adamant no became something erotic and arousing.

They had left when the class was over after a quick hug from Gideon, who told her he was glad to see her, and hoped she was doing much better. The embrace had been quick, and then Gideon had gone back to cleaning up, but as she left, all Olivia could think about was how powerful and sexy Gideon had looked fucking his demo partner in the ass. The girl had cum with a primal cry without any stimulation to her clit or pussy, and for a moment, Olivia had desperately wanted to be the one on the bench, bent over and getting it hard in the ass.

Now here she was, in the intimate room, which was separate from the dungeon. Rachel was playing with a friend of theirs, so Olivia had wandered about, chatting and catching up with friends, all the while keeping an eye out for Gideon. When she could not find him in the dungeon, she went to the medical room, and then to where she stood now, finally admitting to herself that she wanted to talk to him about introducing her to anal play.

She was standing in the shadows not more than ten feet away from him now. He was slowly working his way into another lucky woman. His ass muscles clenching as he pushed forward, hands gripping the woman’s ass cheeks, holding them apart as he sank deep inside her. She was on her hands and knees, swallowing the cock of a man in front of her as Gideon took her from behind.  Olivia felt herself flush and shifted her feet as a trickle of moisture ran down the inside of her thighs. She was dressed in a corset and short leather circle skirt with no panties. She had a garter belt and stockings on, but her pussy and ass were bare, and if she bent over, everyone around her would get an eyeful. Gideon had been on her mind as she and Rachel had gotten dressed, and she had just made a face at her friend when Rachel’s eyebrows had risen upon noting that Olivia was pantyless.

And so now she was watching Gideon, fascinated by the sight of his cock sliding in and out of the other woman’s ass. It was thick and long, and yet he buried himself up to the balls with ease to the obvious enjoyment of the girl who was bobbing her head and rocking her hips in perfect rhythm. She could not give voice to her pleasure, but it was more than apparent in the way she moved, giving her all to both men.

When Gideon and the other man shared a look that said now, he reached under the woman and began to strum her clit in time with the fucking of two of her holes. She made a low primal groan around the cock in her mouth, and then began to buck wildly. The man if front tightened his grip on her hair and fucked her face, pumping two then three times before he too was groaning, and burying himself deep in the woman’s throat as Gideon pistoned in and out a few more times before roaring out his own pleasure.

All three of them were cumming at once, and Olivia was powerless to stop her hand from sliding her finger between her slick lips and then over her clit. She leaned back against the post behind her and began to masturbate hard and heavy, keeping her eyes on Gideon, his sounds of pleasure and the sight of his ass moving as he ground his cock into the woman’s ass.

Though her eyes were hooded, she did not look away, and was on the verge of her own orgasm when Gideon happened to turn and see her there, breasts heaving inside her corset, legs clad in sexy sheer stockings, skirt push up and over her wrist as her hand rubbed her clit. Their eyes met and her mouth opened in surprise, but she did not make a sound. Her hand moved faster, she was more than ready to cum, but then Gideon shook his head in a silent no.

Olivia’s eyes were glazed by her passion and need, but the man before her had a commanding presence, and her soul had been so lost since the end of her relationship. His wish that she stop and not cum made the submissive inside her yearn to please him, and so she clenched her teeth, shaking her head violently with the effort required to stop herself.

When she brought her hand up and nibbled on one of her nails, Gideon nodded his approval and gave her a smile to ease her apprehension. She stared at him then, confused by her own act of submission. Sure, it had been very difficult to be set adrift when her relationship ended. She was wired to follow commands and obey, and though she was a grown woman who could make choices and take care of herself, she was far happier to give her submission to one who was stronger. Still, as her pussy throbbed with need and her juices practically gushed down her thighs, wetting her stockings, she wondered why she had stopped.

Sure Gideon was all muscled and handsome. Sure, he had a commanding presence. He also never went around acting as if he had the right to demand things of those who were not his, so why had he told her to stop right before she came, and why did she feel so good doing as she was told by a man who was not her dominant?

Olivia stood, rooted to her spot as he finished the scene with the woman and her dominant. She was trembling with need and her eyes kept straying from Gideon’s face to his cock and gorgeous ass. When he came towards her, her hand went up to her mouth again, but he caught it before it reached its destination and pulled her forwards, taking her fingers to his mouth and then sucking her juices off them one by one.

“Oh.” It was all she could manage. She wanted to jump into his arms or fall to her knees and beg him to fuck her, but that would not be right. Sure, they were friends, but she did not make a habit of fucking friends. Olivia stood transfixed as he sucked each finger in kind and then kept hold of her hand to prevent her from fleeing.

“You’ve watch me twice today Olivia, and frankly I’m surprised. I thought you had a hard and fast rule against anything to do with your ass besides spanking.”

“I did, I mean I do.” She was flustered by his nearness, her body still close to the edge. Oh, how she needed to cum.

“Which is it? Did or do?”

She shook her head, not sure of her answer. Never in a million years would she have imagined that she would want someone to take her in her ass. “I’m not sure.

Two

Gideon assessed her with those eyes that made her shiver. The room was dim, and though the striking color of them could not be seen, the intensity his gaze held could not be missed. He kissed her fingertips ever so softly, and then let go of her hand, giving her power back to her, clearing the distraction his touch caused from her mind.

“I’m going to go clean up. You know where the bathroom is. If you’re anywhere between here and there when I come out, we’ll talk.” Gideon wanted her to have time to really think about what she seemed to be craving. He was not about to take advantage of her when she was just now getting back out into the community.

Olivia blinked a few times, trying to clear her head. She knew Gideon was giving her time, and she knew he would not even consider doing anything with her unless he was certain she agreed one hundred percent. She left the room and went into the hall, her mind in a whirl, the rational part telling her to go to the dungeon, to her room, to anywhere but the path that would take her towards the bathrooms. Her indecision halted her footsteps once she was in the hall, flashes of Gideon thrusting hard and fast overriding every rational thought. She stood there, smiling absently at friends who said hello; the other kink event goers passing her as if she were an obstacle in a river of black leather and naked flesh.

She finally began to move, her feet obeying the primal lust inside her. She was tossing sensibility out the window in favor of seeking out something new and oh so stimulating. She just could not walk away, not now, not after watching Gideon give other women so much pleasure. He was experienced at what he did, and Olivia knew she would be safe with him if indeed she asked him to bend her over and push that magnificent cock into her ass.

There was a bench in the hall outside the restrooms and she perched there and absently put a finger to her lips intent on chewing on the cuticle. When tongue met flesh, however, the remnant of her juices could still be tasted, and the memory of rubbing her clit as she watched Gideon made her wet all over again, not that she would ever really stopped being aroused between then and now. She put her hand back in her lap, crossed her legs then uncrossed them again, twisting one toe of her shoe on the carpet, back and forth with nervous energy.

Olivia was doing her best to appear calm, but then realized that without her panties on; Gideon would get an eyeful of her smooth wet pussy when he came out of the bathroom if she did not cross her legs again. As she was debating the wisdom of giving him such a display, Gideon came out of the bathroom and smiled wide when he saw her, raising his eyebrows as he noted the slick folds peeping out from under her short skirt.

Olivia began to move, but Gideon stopped her.

“Don’t.” The command had not been said loudly, but the power of that one word made Olivia freeze even as her insides melted like butter and fresh juices practically gushed from her pussy. She looked into his eyes, her stomach flip-flopping, her finger toying with the hem of her skirt. She didn’t smile or flirt, just sat as he commanded, as he looked her over from head to toe, eyes lingering on her breasts that were pushed up and displayed so nicely in her corset, and then again on the tempting sight between her legs.

He had changed into jeans that fit him like a glove and black leather vest sans shirt. As he walked towards her, she could not help but stare at the ample bulge in his jeans. He reached her and grasped her chin in his hand, tilting back her head and staring down at her, making her feel like a deer in headlights.

“Tell me why you’re here, Olivia.”

“I… Watching you today has… I mean I think I, I want you to fuck me in the ass. Maybe.” She knew she was babbling but could not help herself.

“You don’t do anal Olivia.”

Regaining a bit of her composure despite the distraction his eyes and his nearness caused, Olivia took a deep breath. She was on the verge of going places with this man that she had never allowed anyone to go. “Perhaps I’ve changed my mind.”

“Don’t get coy. We both know there won’t be any ass fucking unless I’m confident you really want this.”

“I know, and it’s one of the reasons I actually considering it. You are sexy as hell, but a lot of guys are, the difference is I trust you. That and the fact that I saw how much pleasure you gave those women today. The thought of you bending me over and…” her voice trailed off. She could feel herself leaving a nice wet spot on the bench cushion as her pussy provided yet another gush of lubricant. She could also feel a blush rising on her cheeks.

Gideon moved his hand away from her chin and backed up a step. Olivia’s heart began to hammer and her eyes widened at the thought that he was about to walk away. Gideon noted the look of panic on her face and held out his hand to her.

“Easy now, I’m not leaving. Come with me, we’ve got some talking to do.”

She took his hand at once, part of her chastising herself for acting like a schoolgirl, but then reminding herself that Gideon had a commanding presence, one her submissive side was deeply drawn to. She had been around long enough to know how vulnerable that could make her, but she was not worried about it. Gideon would never try to manipulate her vulnerability to his advantage.

He pulled her close for a moment as she rose; wrapping the hand, he was holding around her back. His nearness made her breath quicken, her breasts heaving in the tight corset. Her head filling with his scent, her body loving his hard body pressed to hers. He felt safe, and sexy and so very powerful.

“Tell me what you want Olivia.” He whispered the words as his lips grazed the shell of her ear. She let out a sound that was a cross between a moan and squeak, her heart racing. The hand that held hers behind her back moved so it enclosed her wrist, fingers strumming over her pulse point.

“Oh God. I want you to bend me over, fuck my ass, and tell me I’m a dirty whore.”

Gideon gave a small chuckle. Not one that was laughing at her, but one that told of his delight in her answer. He released her wrist and moved back away a step, but this time it did not make her feel panicked.

“How about if I’m over here?”

 She opened her mouth to speak, to reassure him that hell yes she wanted him to fuck her whether he was here or there, but he held up a hand and she immediately remained silent, she could not entirely hide her frustration though as a pout formed on her lips.

“None of that now. You know I am as good with a paddle as I am with my cock. You can be bent over for a number of reasons Olivia. Now stop your pouting. This time I am asking your brain, not your cunt, what is it you want me to do to you Olivia? I can make you cum in a lot of different ways that do not include your delectable ass. Just because anal is my specialty, that doesn’t mean we can’t do some other kind of scene.”

The fact that he had moved away from her to give her a chance to clear her head, and talked about other kinds of play just made her even more sure that she wanted to try anal sex with him. Of course, they had a lot to talk over, but her decision was damn clear. Any guy who wanted her to make a decision clear headed was damn honorable. That was a word tossed around a lot in the BDSM community, but not always found.

“I want you to turn me over or push me to my knees and shove that cock of yours all the way up my ass. Then I want you to fuck me. Please Gideon; I want you to fuck me.” Feeling brazen, the urge spurred on by a primal need that was growing inside her, Olivia reached out, ran her fingers over the bulge in his jeans, and then gave him a gentle squeeze.

“Sassy wench. No one gave you permission to do that.”

“Saying sorry would be a lie.”

“As much as I appreciate your honesty, you will refrain from doing things you haven’t been given permission for, is that understood?”

“Yes Sir.” The authoritative tone to his voice immediately made her submissive side come to the surface. She lowered her eyes and clasped her hands behind her back, showing him she would obey.

“I need to go back and pick up my bag. Then we can find a quiet place to talk.”

Gideon took her hand, his warm fingers closing over hers, making her feel secure as well as sending tingles through her entire body. It had been a long time since she’d reacted this way to anyone, and the feelings were both welcome and a bit unnerving. She was not questioning her decision, just her submissive reaction. She had known Gideon for a long time and though she would always felt his dominant presence, she had never snapped into submissive mode. Granted they were not discussing things like having him deep in her ass, but even so, the intense desire to submit to him was unlike her.

He slowed his steps to match her pace as they walked to the intimate room, keeping her beside him instead of trailing behind. She stopped just outside the door, figuring she would just wait there, but Gideon tugged her hand so she followed him in.

“I’ve no intention of letting you go now that you’ve told me you want me to bend you over and fuck your ass, and what was it, call you a dirty whore, I believe you said. You’re mine Olivia, at least until we talk about details.”

He picked up his bag and led her back out into the hall, then headed for the conference rooms, which would be empty at this time of night. They passed Rachel whose eyes grew large and eyebrows rose in shock when she saw who Olivia was walking hand in hand with. Her friend stopped, looking worried when she saw that they were going away from the crowd, but Olivia was quick to reassure her. She stopped, effectively stopping Gideon, who held her hand. He said hello to Rachel and left it at that. Olivia needed to be the one to say she was fine.

“It’s okay Rachel. We’re going someplace quiet to talk.”

Rachel looked at them quizzically, knowing how Olivia felt about anal anything. “Really?”

“I, well… You’re the one who took me to that class.”

“True. You have me there. I never thought it would have this effect on you. You know I have to ask if you’re sure you know what you’re doing?”

“Yes. It’s all good. We’re talking.”

“Just?”

“Well…”

“Rachel I have no intention of touching Olivia tonight.”

Olivia’s head spun as she looked from Rachel to Gideon, her eyes questioning, the pout coming back to her lips.

“None of that Olivia.” He turned back to Rachel. “Despite the fact that we both want to fuck like bunnies I have no intention of giving Olivia what she wants tonight. She is safe. I promise.”

“You seem to have things under control. I’ll see you later, Liv.”

Olivia mumbled a quick goodbye, her mind still processing the fact that Gideon had said he would not be touching her. She did not care for that tidbit of information. Despite the fact that she was just getting back into the swing of things, she felt more than ready to play with him. Granted that play would involve actual sex instead of just flogging, bondage, or whatnot, but she was a big girl and had put on her big girl panties when she had decided to come to KK with Rachel.

“You’re pouting again.” She made a small huffing sound and pulled her bottom lip back in worrying it with her teeth instead of allowing it to stick out in disappointment. “I can chew that lip for you if you’d like.”

Gideon’s comment made her laugh out loud. “As tempting as the offer is, I’d rather get back to our conversation. Though I am not sure, I am happy with what you just told Rachel. I’m a big girl Gideon, and I’m not fragile.”

“I see we need to add impatience to your list of spankable crimes.”

“I have absolutely zero issues being held accountable for my misdeeds. You can go ahead and keep a tally.”

“Remember this conversation when I have you bent over my lap and you’re pleading for mercy.”

He led the way to the conference rooms and chose the one she had been in for his anal pleasures class earlier in the evening. He set down his bag and moved two chairs so they faced each other.

“Sit”

Olivia moved to one chair, thoughts of what had transpired earlier that day filling her head. God he’d look gorgeous, ass muscles rippling as his cock pumped in and out.

“Olivia.”

She looked up at him, blushing, knowing he knew damn well, what she had been thinking about.

“I said open your legs.”

She did as he said, feeling the heat in her belly rise up a notch.

“Wide.”

“Oh God.” She spread her legs as wide as the chair legs, hooking her ankles behind them, making her already short skirt rise higher up her thighs. “Like this?” She had a glint in her eye and a teasing tone to her voice. Though her heart was pounding and she felt as if she desperately needed him to touch her, she wanted to appear calm.

“Yes, like that. Behave now. You have no need to flirt. I’m already sold on the idea of taking you long and hard.” He sat in the chair opposite hers, sitting back out of reach. “Tell me what happened with Jonathan.”

It was the last thing she was expecting him to say, and she was not all too keen on answering him. Gideon saw the look of annoyance cross her face only to be replaced by an expression of discomfort.

“Olivia, there’s a reason I’m asking. I am not trying to pry into things that are still tender. I just want to get a good idea how ready you are for a relationship.”

“I thought we were talking about doing some anal play.”

“We are. I just want to know where your heads at. That and the fact that anal play is damn intimate. You’ve been around long enough to know that submissives, or to be more precise, ones who are new or ones that are vulnerable are apt to become attached to their play partners.”

“I’m not vulnerable and I’m not new. Jonathan and I grew apart. People do that. We each needed different things that we were not getting in our relationship. Yeah, it hurt; it always hurts when a relationship with someone you were so in love with ends. Am I still hung up on him? No, I am not. Do I still love him? Yes, but not in a way, that makes me wish we were together.”

Gideon searched her eyes for things left unsaid and saw nothing that led him to believe she was trying to hide something from him or herself.

“Why was anal a hard limit?”

Olivia grimaced. “Can’t we just respect my prior loathing is gone?”

“No. Anal sex is dirty and primal and sure, it can look scorching hot, but it also hurts going in. Having a cock buried in your ass is an entirely different than vaginal sex. Your reason for having it as a hard limit has to be out in the open. You could have triggers. I need to know that your mind is as ready as your body.”

“My mom was an enema freak. I got them a lot when I was a kid, hence the loathing.”

“A lot of people do an enema before doing anal.” He saw a look of indecision cross her face and was glad she had made her confession. “There are ways around that though. Was it more of a fear or just a revulsion and a sincere desire to leave that unpleasant aspect of your childhood in the past?”

“Both really. Mom was not all that gentle and most of the time there was some pain involved. I just kind of cringe when I think of something poking into my butt.”

“And yet you want my cock, which is bigger than an enema nozzle inside you?”

Olivia nodded, the corners of her mouth turning up in a smile. “Yeah, I do. I really do. Look, it surprises the hell out of me, but yes, I am there. I have turned completely around. The thought of you doing that to me makes me wet, not scared.”

“I’m glad we’re in full agreement there. What about where? Public or private? I think there’s enough trust between us for this to take place in private, but I need to know how you feel about it.”

“Definitely private.”

“What are your aftercare needs?”

 “I’m a cuddler. I need to be held and talked to. Water of course and chocolate is good too. Especially if my ass is going to be turned red on the outside before you get down to the business of fucking me.”

“Are we talking strictly anal play or can I play with the rest of you as I see fit? Breasts and nipples, clit, possible vaginal penetration?”

Olivia loved that he was taking the time to really go over what would happen. As much as she would love to have him toss her down onto the floor and take her from behind on her hands and knees, this was better. He cared enough to make sure she was on board with everything. She stared into his eyes, feeling an incredible amount of excitement just from them talking about what would happen.

“You can do anything you want. Whatever it takes to make me cum like those women did today. Whatever it takes to make me love having your cock in my ass.”

“Good girl.” Olivia smiled. She did not know a submissive who did not like the praise that came with those simple words. “From now until we’re done with the aftercare, you will do everything I tell you.”

It was a command that would have been far too presumptuous coming from any other dominant male who was not her master, but with Gideon, it felt right. She trusted him, and wanted to do everything he told her to do.

“Yes Sir.”

He gave her a mischievous smile, unzipped his bag, and pulled out a bag of butt plugs. Gideon opened it up and rummaged around for a minute before pulling out a plug that was bigger than most of the others she could see in the bag.

“These are all brand new. I have an enema class tomorrow morning. Some people need help holding theirs in. Of course, you would already know that. This one is going in your ass right now.”

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